If Only is a memoir of a nine year old Chinese Indonesian girl growing up in Jakarta in the 1950–60’s. She lost her mother who dies after the sixth attempt to bear a son. If she were a boy, her mother would still be alive. This accusation has tormented her all her life. When her cousin physically assaulted her, her father who despises his five daughters didn’t take any action. Her repress…
Dalam kekalutan menjelang perebutan kekuasaan, Monik dengan teman-temannya di Fakultas Kedokteran Res Publica ikut pula merasakan tekanan serta ketegangan di Kampus, yang sudah dikuasai sepenuhnya oleh golongan mahasiswa yang condong ke kiri. Dalam gejolak masa tersebut, Monik masih harus menghadapi gejolak dirinya sendiri. Dia harus menetapkan siapa yang akan dipilihnya. Martin atau Steve. …